| Solid like a Diamond |
[28 Mar 2009|04:22pm] |
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It's becoming increasingly clear that good people are a rarity in this world. You can't trust anyone completely unless you can trust them with your life. I've been entirely naive up to this point to believe that most people are good natured. Just to be clear, this is in no way, an I'm better than you post, in fact I am no better or worse than anyone. What I don't understand is why do certain person/s I know try to divide us? This is not imagined or some paranoid delusional theory, It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out the nature of people and their selfish motives. Why can't people accept that My love is infact REAL and TRUE? when our love didn't just magically happen like a fucken fairytale.
It took a lot of effort, mutual love, appreciation and respect. People with solid relationships have this all figured out. I value and appreciate my relationship fullheartedly , guess what that means? I EARNED a good man! This is the same as any aspect of life. You don't work for shit, yet you still expect for everything to be handed to you easily, because of your false beliefs of entitlement. I constantly hear people complain about how they cant find a good man or woman, guess what? most of the times its your own fucken fault. You probably did come across this person and disregarded them entirely because they don't fit into your selfish ideal of a perfect mate. You want a hot bombshell? Go ahead. 90% chance she's a high maintenance bitch that will take all your money and leave you. Same thing goes for the ladies. You want the successful guy with lots of money? 9/10 chance he's a fucken jerk off and he'll end up cheating on you. Unfortunately that's the sick nature of it all. Don't fucken take shit out on me or my relationship because of your own failure to find someone. If I once had sympathy for people like you, I certaintly dont have a shred of sympathy now. I don't deserve this amount of disrespect from anyone, I don't care who you are. In every possible place or circumstance I've experienced first hand men and women who wish for my relationship to fail, for their own selfish gains. Fuck you Seriously! people need to grow up and realize that the world doesnt revolve around you and youre not entitled to shit unless you work for it. No one except for my boyfriend and I know what we've been through, NO ONE. The task of keeping my boyfriend happy is neverending. My goal is to make him the happiest man and his goal is to make me the happiest woman and thats the way relationships should be. It takes constant effort and sacrifice at times, but my sacrifices are well worth it because my boyfriend is a REAL MAN and he deserves the best.. Take that advice and find your OWN man or woman. Trivial things, hard times, temptations..bring it on, we're stronger than you think.
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| Trick or Treat |
[11 Oct 2008|11:24am] |
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Halloween is coming… as you all know:)…. apart from Christmas, its my favorite holiday. Last year I had tons of fun going to Ruby Skye. It was amazing what they had done with the place in terms of props and lighting, very cool. The guys had the most creative and fun costumes, as for the girls, I realized that just a bra & thong is considered a costume nowadays…. I was very surprised that this seemed to be a popular choice of costume. Sometimes I’d even see a posse of bra and thong girls, I still wonder what the hell they were supposed to be? Victoria’s secret models perhaps?… unlikely…. With that said I don’t feel one bit bad about the costume I picked out this year. I tried it on last year, when I stopped by Trashy Lingerie in LA, and absolutely fell in love with it.
Here it is: Angel of Mercy
  
was somewhat close to choosing this bottom one for a split second, but I decided its pretty damn close to looking like a bra and thong and I just couldn’t bring myself to wear it in public. lol 
It seems as though Halloween has changed throughout the years, or maybe I just have a different perspective about it as an adult. I feel as if it used to be an innocent kids day of fun, CANDY, and dressing up as scary ghosts. Now it’s like a major drunken horny, adult party. Not to mention lots and lots of scantily dressed women. Halloween is just a woman’s excuse to get away with wearing pretty much anything, or hardly anything. Even though I know in the back of my mind that it’s a little absurd for nearly all young women to dress provocatively on Halloween. I also kind of grew up with this same crowd and understand it. It’s just the way things have sort of turned out throughout the years, just like anything else in this society, particularly shallow California. Sexy & beautiful is better & Halloween is just another way to express that. As for the guys, they just want to see naked women all the time, so they don’t really care. But to me it’s not really a huge issue, girls and guys can dress however they want on Halloween, however, Bra & thongs is not a costume!!!! Neither is just a speedo!!! I saw this one muscular guy last year dressed up in a yellow speedo, and I automatically thought to myself hrrm.. he’s a frat boy, thats secretly gay. Anyway Halloween is all good fun, So I hope everyone has a good one this year. Here’s me as the nurse…
It didn’t take me very long to find a perfect example of the horny adult Halloween we all know and love today. An ad from a local club describes an event with the name that says it all. "Halloween Hooker Ball" and a Prize for sexiest and scandalous costume. Hrrm.. what would that be? bra and thong?
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| Bow down before the one you serve |
[24 Sep 2008|11:22am] |
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As much as I hate getting into these touchy subjects, I can no longer ignore the current infuriating situation weighing me down, and all of us for that matter. The one simple concept that I always bear in mind is that, We really are slaves to debt.
Most of the times I feel like I’m just a tool to make others substantially wealthy, and while I can’t exactly track down the ones reaping the benefits of my debt, I can very well make a valid assumption that they are the same fuckers who bailed out Bear Sterns, Fannie Mae, Freddie Mac and the list goes on. Of course you realize, I’m talking about the Fed…. Now, I’d like to point out that the main reason why the Federal Reserve act was first put in place, was to stabilize the economy in times of financial crisis. Well let’s take a solid look here, The Federal reserve act was first established in 1913… Since then we’ve had the greatest economic crisis of our time, The best known example, is the great depression in 1930’s, then later the recession in the 80’s, and presently the sub prime mortgage crisis we all know and love. Wow… The Fed has really proven their value to stabilizing the U.S economy. Now there is obviously a lot more to this, and there’s even evidence suggesting that the Fed was partly to blame for the great depression, but as far as I know I haven’t found legit sources to prove this, yet  Now down to why I feel like a tool and a sucker. The Feds other responsibility, is to regulate US monetary policy. They have the power to control the amount of money being printed, causing either inflation or deflation, and charge us whatever interest they chose for every dollar printed. Lastly, they are part private, part government owned, therefore, they are pretty much unstoppable “gods” in this nation. I don’t care what anyone says, the power to control the nations money supply is a power no one single institution should ever obtain. Especially when that very same institution, has fucked over millions of Americans again and again. I’m not a home loan borrower, a Mortgage broker, Mortgage appraiser, Mortgage lender, or an Investment Bank, yet regardless, I’m forced to pay for the costly mistakes of all these greedy jack asses responsible for fucking up our economy. I believe that one of the most infuriating aspect of all this, is not the taxes that we all will eventually pay, but, the fact that every time we allow the Fed to bail out these Investment banks they are gaining more and more control over the financial market over time. As if they didn’t have enough control as it is. This same bailout concept has already taken place in history during the depression, yet the only ones who gained anything from this, were the wealthy elite. In order to understand the other most infuriating thing to me, you have to read this: After the 9/11 attacks on the trade center sparked a mild recession, the Feds former chairman Alan Greenspan, lowered the interest rates to 2% or lower from November 2001 to the end of 2004, far longer than needed, in order to assist in the rise of home prices. furthering exciting the home buyers craze. In 2004 he publicly, encouraged sub prime mortgage loans, by stating that homeowners should consider using adjustable-rate mortgages to save interest and prepayment costs. In 2005, Greenspan gave a speech that blessed the creation of new loan products, including sub prime mortgage home loans. That one year, $625 billion was made from sub-prime mortgage loans, and guaranteed that a good chunk of that money obtained through interest, was pocketed by the Fed. sO once again because of GREED in all forms, not just the Feds, we are once again in a state of an economic crisis. Just like the greed that caused the stock market crash in 1929, and the greed that caused the dot-com stock market crash in the late 90’s. Too many people get greedy all at once and as a result these economic downturns subjects the average American to a low quality of life. The American dream, is and will remain a an unattainable dream for most. As long as the idea of money continues to have its vice grip on us, I am certain this will not be the last time an economic disaster takes place.
In GOD Money we Trust
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| Operation Badass Computer Build |
[07 Aug 2008|12:51pm] |
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sO right now I’m in the works of building a new computer under a budget of maybe $450-500, with some help of course
sO I can dual boot PC-BSD and Windows. I’ve tried dual booting with my current computer and it’s given me nothing but problems. I can use PC-BSD for almost anything except for gaming & video editing so it would be better for me to consolidate my Hard drives into just one PC and not have to connect and reconnect PC’s all the time. In attempts to reboot my 06 PC, I came to a realization that my computer is very outdated now, I mean, so much has changed in the tech world in just the last 2 years. sO i’m pretty happy about my new build, I’m almost done buying everything except for the hard drives and the CPU. I’ve actually gotten sweet deals on the parts so far.
Specs I’ve gotten so far:
Computer Case: 0.7 mm SECC ATX Mid Tower Computer Case ATX-302KP, 420W
I got it at a pretty good price $38.00+ shipping
Motherboard: Gigabyte GA-EP43-DS3L Intel® P43 + ICH10 Chipset Memory: 2 sets of 2GB DDR2 PC-8500 1066MHz Total 4gb
Video card: XFX 8400GS
CPU??
sO I’m having a really tough time deciding whether or not I want an Intel Core 2 Duo E8500 or a Q6600. I’ve read that the quad cores are not really all that great for gaming and are better for video in some 8400 vs Q6600 forums but they only leave me feeling confused. One thing is for sure though. Quad cores are the future, so I’m leaning more towards the q6600 at this moment.
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| I <3<3<3 Pandora |
[08 Jul 2008|11:03am] |
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Pandora.com For those of you that don’t know theres an awesome site that lets you create your own stations in refelction the music you love and best of all theres NO commercials. You can customize your station by adding as many artists as you want to any single station. My current stations right now are Tool Radio, Pink Floyd, The Cure, and Credence and Clearwater Radio. What happens is lets say I start a station by choosing the artist Tool, they’ll play Tool and other artists of a similar sound and genre. If they happen to Play a song that you absolutely can’t stand, all you do is give it a thumbs down and they’ll never play it again. Artists you’ll most likely hear on Pink Floyd Radio/ Creedence and Clearwater
Rolling Stones, Led Zeppelin, The Doors, Hendrix, Jethro Tull, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, The Beatles, Janice Joplin Cream, Deep Purple, The Animals, Queen, AC-DC, The Velvet Underground and Lynyrd Skynyrd. What you’ll most likely hear on Tool Radio
Nine inch Nails, A Perfect Circle, Nirvana, STP, Soundgarden, Rage against the Machine, Metallica, Pearl Jam, Audioslave, Foo Figthers, White Zombie I can only note the experiences I’ve had with the Rock genres but it will work great for anything you like to listen to, btw, Everyone who I’ve included on Pandora Radio absolutely loves it too. Currently Listening to Pixies- Wave of Mutilation
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| Head Like A Hole |
[06 Jul 2008|11:00am] |
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I know I haven’t written in a really long time and I feel that it deserves an explanation. The truth is my mind has been so preoccupied with useless garbage lately, that it has done nothing for me other than unmotivate me in every single way.
An old friend asked me recently, what my dream job was. I said, a few things come to mind, Assistant Director, Casting Director, Playboy Editor and/or Playboy Casting. Then he said, sO basically you want to contribute to the useless businesses that do nothing for the good of humanity? I said to myself, Well I never though about it that way, and it got me thinking… he’s absolutely right., I’d be just another one of those useless people, occupying our world. It wasn’t always that way though. Before all the superficial garbage filled my head, I wanted to be a writer, major in history and political science, and make a difference in the current laws. My main motivation for this was when I found out that there is no justice in cases of rape victims. Victims of rape have to pay 1,000 to have investigators test the DNA Rape kits to find their rapist. this of course fueled my anger among many other things and I became determined to do something about it, but as time went on my focus on changing the fucked up Rape kit situation has completely shifted into changing my appearance. As I started to conform more and more to “people’s standards”, I became unmindful to whats really important, and now I feel nothing but guilt and confusion. When I think of all the thousands I will spend on myself, I realize That everyday I become more like the people I despise and I really really don’t want to be one of them. I don’t want to be another waste of a human being. For the longest time I’ve forgotten my cause, my purpose of living, my true identity. All which has been buried deep under layers of superficial priorities that mean absolutely nothing. In the end we die alone and lose everything, our looks, our houses, and our money. If this is the kind of stuff I spend my life chasing after, in the end I’ll be disappointed. Material possessions exist only on earth. So for all of you wealthy bastards that spend a lifetime building your empire. Well you can keep all that money, and when you die you will miss your money and will not want to let go. You’ll never be at peace and hence created your own hell. As for me, my downfall is vanity. I’ve read over 300 fashion magazines in the past, played with Barbie, watched Baywatch as a kid, and am constantly bombarded by images of gorgeous women. I can’t escape it, it’s everywhere. How could I not feel inferior. These feelings are very real despite what other people tell me and reasurre me. I know that it’s the same for many other young women too. It’s just sad to see so many women exert so much time and energy for such a shallow cause. I feel powerless.
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| none of this really matters |
[18 May 2008|10:59am] |
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I’m becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
And well you might say
I’m losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract, in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes I can see right through myself Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn’t really matter anymore
No it doesn’t really matter anymore
None of this… really matters anymore
Yes I am alone, but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it’s because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself and it worked Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I know I really shouldn’t see
And now I know why, now I know why
Things aren’t as pretty on the inside
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| One fantastic artist - 25 cents |
[22 Apr 2008|10:43am] |
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It shouldn’t come to any surprise that I’ am no great artist, and heres the thing, I consider myself to be a very creative individual, with the lack of artistic skills. I couldn’t draw anything if my life depended on it. Just to show you how much of a fantastic artist I am, I’m going to showpiece some of my works of art over the past few years. All of these were made in yahoo doodle on my windows computer, the cheap program has only 13 colors to chose from and just 1 paintbrush tool, sO I had to do what I could to create my greatest works of art.
Subject A: Darth Vader and Luke Skywalker
I wasn’t responsible for drawing Luke, my friend was actually the artist and did a crappier job than me if you can believe that. I drew Darth Vader, and that spaceship window (no it isn’t snowing outside) Subject B: Hooker Cat 
Hooker cats creation was quite random and unplanned. I started off with a normal purple cat then, she became Sophisticated cat, from then the whole hooker thing just escalated, needless to say she’s made my life worth living. Subject C: Chewbacca . 
Chewbacca was created as a guess what movie this is game I invented out of pure boredom. My friend couldn’t figure it out after several tries, it was getting ridiculous  Friend : Is it Planet of the Apes? Me: WRONG!!!
Subject D: Jabba the Hut
This was guess who this is game. My friend guessed Sad Toad. Eigther he sucks at this game or I suck at drawing, or both. Anyway I felt a little bad about how Princess Leia choked him to death so I added a little sunshine in his life.  I did an animation project in high school, I liked to call Disco Dancing Bear, but because I was naturally retarded with drawing with the mouse not to mention I wanted it to come out perfect, I was the last one to have my project completed. But in the end it came out pretty cool, sadly I lost Disco Dancing bear somehow throughout the years, but he will always remain in my heart.If I wish I had artistic skills, they would help a lot with storyboards :(
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| 23, now what?? |
[21 Apr 2008|03:42pm] |
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sO I've been getting this on and off depression for the last 3 month or so, trying to figure out where I should be in my life right now and realizing how far from my dreams I really am. The last month was definitely the most severe depression I’ve had since I was in the 6th grade. Today was my 23rd birthday, and I’ve got to be honest that I’m starting to get panicked. This is not where I thought I’d be 7 years ago even though I’m not doing bad for myself, I can't help in feeling disappointed in myself for not doing what I should be doing. Right now I’m working full time in a corporate job in Santa Clara, and I’ve been there for almost 3 years now, and it’s great I love where I work and the people, but I can’t help but feel that there’s something missing. I’ve got this passion inside, that’s dying out every day that I decide to settle with my life. All I ever wanted to be was a director, Ever since I was about 7 years old; the only famous person I cared to meet was Steven Spielberg. sO the one movie that really inspired me to be a director was non other than After hours, Directed by Martin Scorsese, his directing always leaves a lasting impression on me than any director. sO about 2 years ago I decided to take a few film classes to get me started. I have a really great eye for great Films and I believe that filmmaking should be an art form, and at one point I really believed that maybe I’d be the one to make it, and then, reality set in and hit me like a ton of bricks. The reality of it is Id be a fool to believe that I could make it in the biz, and most importantly I need to keep working to make money to support my household, there is no choice in this matter. and I finally accepted the fact that maybe I'm not cut out for the industry, I mean who am I kidding, I can't even be assertive with simple conflicts. And now I feel as if my dreams are becoming nothing but a distant memory and it’s a very sad realization. It doesn’t help the fact that being a director is hard enough on its own, but being a Women Director is 20 times as hard even if you do "make it". Will I be satisfied with my life 15 years from now knowing that I gave up to easily on my dream? Or am I being a fool to even think that it’s possible. I keep referring to this famous quote “Whether you think that you can, or that you can't, you are probably right” Henry Ford. All I know is at this point I’m stuck, I’m not doing bad for myself and I’m grateful to have my job, but ultimately I’m left wondering if there is more that I can do, and I already know the answer to that.
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| The most trashed I've ever been |
[11 Apr 2008|10:39am] |
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sO starts the story of my lovely evening that ultimately left me waking up in a hotel room the next morning, unaware of how I even got there in the first place. sO let me just start by saying I am not the kind of person who loves getting wasted. I am a very conservative drinker, apart from the fact that I rarely drink in the first place, when I do drink, I only drink till I get to a cool buzz going and then I am able to stop myself, that way no one gets hurt and everyone is happy.This time it snuck up on me pretty badly, I never saw it coming. So this is how it all started. I arrive at Jillian’s billiards at around 9ish met up with Matt, Denise and few others and everything was going great, however, I was feeling super hungry and started getting a headache because I hadn’t eaten since breakfast. This is where my first mistake took place. Lesson #1 Never consume anything before drinking. I knew this was a bad idea from the start but I assumed id be fine and control my drinking. boy was I wrong. After I got back from eating. I used my free drink card, courtesy of Google to get myself my very first drink. I was having a blast meeting new people, and was feeling pretty sociable. My next mistakes were ones that occurred throughout the night and I learned Lessons #2,3,4,5,6 (or however many drinks I actually had)
Never underestimate the potency of watered down bar drinks, they will still accomplish the job of getting you hammered.
I couldn’t help but feel that the Red Bull Vodkas they kept giving me had tons of ice and felt pretty watered down, I could hardly taste the liquor. sO I figured a couple more wouldn’t kill me. Big Mistake:(. Lesson #7 Never trust intoxicated people to calculate a reasonable tip.
Google’s free drink tickets ran out so quick, Matt picked up the tab for the our group and the KDE gang. So towards the end of the night, Matt asked me to tip on a pretty hefty bar tab, $800 to be exact. Geesh. At that point I didn’t have the mental capacity to make calculations of such a scale, so I went with Plan B, hmm well lets see, our waitress seemed quite unpleasant and rude, taking advantage of poor drunk fools, and surprising us with an $800 bar tab. So I figured that $10, seemed pretty reasonable. That didn’t work out so well, Matt looked at me like I was nuts. So finally I added another 0 to the $10. Anyway thats one of the last memories I’ve had. Next thing I knew I woke up in a hotel room smelling of vomit, Pretty disgusting. Apparently, I puked allover the hotel room floor, not the proudest moment of my life let me tell you. The next morning I woke confused and wondering how I even got there in the first place, not to mention, I felt the absolute worst I’ve ever felt. Pre-puking and passing out was the absolute best and I had tons of fun. Post puking and passing out not so fun. :(. sO whenI finally got home in the morning, a pleasant surprise awaited me. My cats were gone. I looked at my window and noticed the screen was popped out. Those little bastards decided to go out for an adventure. I was in no condition whatsoever to go looking for them, I had the worst splitting headache in the world and was still drunk, sO I crashed out and didn’t recover enough to function like a normal human being until 5Pm. Soon after, my cats came home one by one accompanied by a couple of mooching fleas. They got a nice flea bath as punishment.
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| Planet-arium |
[29 Jan 2008|10:31am] |
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Im taking a Stellar Astronomy course and its the best freaken class i’ve ever taken by far. The class takes place inside the schools Planeterium/ Planet-arium for all of us Southpark people. Anyway sO tonights class he basically showed us a preview of January 28th 2008’s 9:00 PM sky in the planet-arium dome, Basically it was like a smaller replica of the nights stars. The locations of the stars and planets were current with tonights actual nighttime stars and planets. Anyway sO he showed us with his little laser pointer the easiest star constellation and most recognizable Constellation. Orion- The hunter on the right of Orion is Taurus and you can see a sort of yellowish star called Aldebaran they call it the Eye of the Bull or something like that. Then above the horns of taurus you can see Mars.. its so bright and big you can see it clearly without any telescopes or anything. I also found Sirius the brightest star in the celestial sphere and actually pretty close to us.. only 8 light years away. While looking at Sirius I saw a comet whooshing through and it looked like it may have landed somewhere on the west side. no joke I really did. Anyway I tried to find Saturn but failed miserably… also failed at finding the Andromeda galaxy… I was going to keep trying to find it but I was all dressed in black with a black beanie and was using bonoculars and I was afraid people would think I was up to no good. Not to mention it was pretty damn cold out there. On a last note, I’ve never been able to spot a planet before and I thought it was pretty damn cool that I got to do it.
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| Goodbye 0hh Seven |
[11 Jan 2008|10:33am] |
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As we all know 2007 is over, and I must admit it wasn’t the easiest year for me, but at the same time I’m lucky I got to do some pretty cool stuff. I got to go to Vegas for the very first time. I finally bought my very own VW that I absolutely love to drive, I even go to take it on a road trip to LA, Hollywood and Disneyland. I got to Stop by Trashy Lingerie a popular celebrity shop; it’s somewhere I’ve wanted to go to for years, everything is hand sewn and of great quality. I also got to go see Nine inch Nails and meet Trent Reznor. I got to go see Smashing Pumpkins in a small Santa Cruz Venue, where they played for 3 hours!! And finally I got to go see my favorite band Tool in SF, the experience was totally unforgettable. So now for the new years it’s expected for people to make New Years resolutions that they won’t end up keeping. My absolute favorite top resolution people make is to get in shape. Tons of people start flooding the gyms this time of year and make it the most unpleasant crowded experience for the people who are really serious about keeping fit all year round. I’m not all about making resolutions I don’t intend to keep. Every year my resolution entails one simple concept. To become a better/wiser person than I was the previous year, and all I can hope for is that all the other things just fall into place. I am pretty optimistic about 2008. I have a lot of plans and a lot of stuff id like to accomplish. I started school up again last week and this semester I’m taking Astronomy and American Government. I am also looking into Bartending part time to make some extra money and get some extra cash flow going. I need to some extra money to support my shoe addiction.. In my spare time I will be working on a screenplay I’ve been working on for about 6 months now. And I’ll also be working on projects that I am doing for the PC-BSD team, I’m still trying to find a fresh new idea with a budget in mind of course. I guess you can say I will definitely be keeping myself busy this year and I hope for the best possible outcome.
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| Dogs- My Anti Drug |
[23 Nov 2007|12:03pm] |
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While I was looking for the video to what I wanted this post to be about, I came across some interesting home videos with titles such as “My Dog Loves Weed”. But, anyway I wanted to write about how funny these anti drug commercials have become throughout years. The most recent one I’ve seen was this anti drug commercial containing a pre-teen girl and her miraculous talking dog. Lindsay entered the kitchen in hopes of finding some munchies, and her dog chose this time out of all the other times to talk to her about a very serious matter. He chose to speak up about how much he wished she didn’t smoke pot anymore because she’s not the same person when she does….. Hmm…..This reminds me an awful lot about the way propaganda works. It’s meant to tap into your emotions so you can be pro-something or against something. If you notice the lighting is very dark/dull and take a look at the little cute dog; he couldn’t possibly mean any harm to anyone. I mean he’s Wo/man’s best friend and has a cute friendly voice. sO of course Lindsay’s ought to be ashamed of herself. All her dog is saying is that he really misses her because she’s a different person when she smokes pot. The reality of it all is that (apart from the obvious dog talking), this situation would never happen in real life. I mean apparently dogs love weed, if you need proof just type in pot smoking dog in youtube. hehe. Here’s the video clip if you guys want to see.
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| Curiosity Killed the Cat |
[19 Nov 2007|10:26am] |
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I am a very curious person… my interest in astronomy started with my curiousity to find out what the size of the earth was compared to the sun. Once I found the image I was absolutely astonished by the massiveness of the sun, because it looks relatively small to us, about the size of the moon. So I started doing online research and found a bunch of shit out about the universe. And for once I started to take a second look at everything and I realized life and the universe was completely insane. For instance, We are on a miniscule spec of a planet in comparison to the sun and virtually non-existent in the massive realm of the universe. I mean does anyone else think this is completely insane, how we are even living on this very rare planet that contains life and really the universe is a dangerous unstable place and that at any moment our life could be short lived by an astronomical event. I mean I consider us to be extremely lucky to be living in a time where we can still enjoy the planet. The truth is nothing that I know of is ever eternal, the very same sun that supplies us with energy and life will also be the one to scorch the planet in its death cycle. We are just one among billions and billions of Galaxies; sure most of us already know this but, people often overlook the significance in this type of information because it isn’t really an essential part of their survival. Am I the only one that finds this stuff amazing or what? I can go on and on about this but I wont Here is the sun/Earth Size Comparason in case your wondering.
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